tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58921542011-04-22T11:29:36.776+08:00my worldkaiqinoreply@blogger.comBlogger5001100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-6159622191157602012008-01-22T21:32:00.000+08:002008-01-22T21:37:34.967+08:00This is the 500th post. I'd thought of stopping at the 500th post.But I was about to blog: "I'm gonna be freaking pissed if I can't sleep early tonight." So stopping at this post would make it a pretty bad ending. :/Maybe I'll just go on a hiatus. Actually the more I blog, the more I realise what I can't blog about. And that's really too many things.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-62895341652561377502008-01-20T13:58:00.000+08:002008-01-20T14:00:51.667+08:00"They may all look the same to you, but to penguins, no two are alike. The flightless birds recognize each other mostly by sound. When penguins mate — either for life or at least until the chicks are grown — they sing to learn each other's voices. Once an egg is laid, the male usually keeps it warm, while the mother goes to find food. After a few weeks, the two switch places. When the chick kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-76623857757711262142008-01-20T13:01:00.000+08:002008-01-20T13:40:14.014+08:00I was thinking about a particular teacher last night and how she has changed ever since she got married. I admit that I always have to hide my laughter whenever I see the couple around, be it in the canteen or in my mind. But I have to say, actually they're quite sweet together (and people are probably going to start slamming me for being out of my mind). I think it's nice to have a partner who kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-37107075991896879552008-01-14T23:27:00.000+08:002008-01-14T23:40:11.069+08:00Gosh it's 11.27pm already and I haven't done any work yet. :( Think I shouldn't meet JarrodLee tomorrow since I'm unprepared. Omg IS is such a bother.Today was floorball tryout! So tiring... But in all honesty, I thought it went well and that's the consolation. I had to piggyback a girl who sprained her ankle during the 1.6km run! Luckily she was 5kg lighter than me... I think I have carried kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-84800628039290172332008-01-13T20:56:00.000+08:002008-01-13T21:47:54.442+08:00Yay my sister bought 3 cds today. New music always brings a change of mood. :)One of the cds which she bought is the compilation of Mediacorp's chinese dramas' songs. I was at first quite disappointed that she had bought the 'wrong' one (I thought there's another compilation cd which has nicer songs but now I think there isn't) but was immediately hyped up when she said there's a song sung by kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-82008802230693005402008-01-11T21:33:00.000+08:002008-01-11T21:42:09.889+08:00Bro's gone. After quite a few postponements in his departure date, he finally left today.I miss him! :'(But guess I should get used to it. In fact, I'm quite used to it already, I think. This has happened 4 times already. And it is going to happen many times more. So yes, I'd better get used to it. I'm thankful that he got to stay for 6 months this time. But actually it just makes me miss him kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-77433717366891754792008-01-08T21:17:00.000+08:002008-01-08T21:46:27.510+08:00Have the urge to blog random stuff lately, even though I'm not exactly very free. Not supposed to be, anyway. :PCCA Feste tomorrow! Like what people say, those who want to join will join. Come to think of it, I didn't even sign up at the floorball booth last year, I think. Although I had been interested in floorball since Sec 4, I didn't take CCA Feste seriously. In fact, I went down for the kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-8649025558014532872008-01-07T21:11:00.000+08:002008-01-07T21:24:31.731+08:00YES!!! No worrying about KI for at least a week. :D I was so proud of myself when I managed to type out almost the entire paper (minus more than half the evaluations and the whole of conclusions lah -_-) over the weekend! Was, because I've since realised that a whole weekend is quite a lot of time. -_- Still, please applaud me for my commendable achievement! Prior to the weekend, I had ZERO wordskaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-77960164476869589302008-01-04T22:57:00.000+08:002008-01-04T23:40:27.154+08:00DIE.I'm really dead lah. All Wynne and I could talk about (or rather, groan about) was IS. It's seriously frustrating. Is it possible to cry without tears? Let me cry with an emoticon. :'( I only have myself to blame - from the choice of topic to procrastination.God please help me find research materials. Even if there is none, please write one relevant essay out for me.It didn't help that kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-84689041547991174152008-01-02T21:19:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:48:00.524+08:00First day of school: Sian.With no thanks to the lack of sleep. I think I had at most 2.5 hours of sleep. Firstly, I still couldn't adjust to the normal sleeping hours. Secondly, the night before the first day of school is always a sleep-deprived one, somehow. There were just so many things to ponder about, from the boliao to the reflective. Worse still, I had a blocked nose and had to sleep in a kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-15700925201956044122008-01-01T21:15:00.000+08:002008-01-01T21:19:08.579+08:00No time for reflections, just resolutions!My new year resolutions can basically be summed up in a few words: Be more consistent and useful, whatever that may mean to you. Guess the detailed resolutions should be left private.Can't believe I'm only trying to figure out what to do for my IS now. Gotta present first thing in the morning omg. God bless me.Happy New Year!kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-84947207503171436442007-12-31T19:38:00.000+08:002008-01-01T00:21:17.529+08:00I've been wanting to blog about something related to overseas social work but yesterday's newspaper article has just done the job for me.Caring or fun?Students have been going in large numbers to neighbouring countries to do social work, for weeks at a stretch. The Indochina states are favoured destinations, as are Myanmar and the Philippines. The more venturesome go to the rural parts of India. kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-2159457034448405912007-12-30T02:09:00.001+08:002007-12-30T02:27:17.222+08:00Some people can spend a bomb on themselves, yet think not twice but thrice about spending on others.I've had enough of shopping for a while. Well, at least shopping for clothes. It's so tiring, and such a waste of time and money actually. But I'm still glad to have bought something. For me, shopping seems more like a task than leisure now. I just want to get things bought. But I think I'm kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-36833283162481767012007-12-28T14:05:00.001+08:002007-12-28T14:05:15.045+08:00Christmas is over. Technically, there are 12 days of Christmas. But usually after the first day, people forget about it and look forward to the New Year.So, yes the New Year is coming - which means time for reflections and a review of the past year's resolutions! :O -shudders.I hate this. It's gonna be so tedious. Shall leave it till New Year's eve.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-91754889859614873412007-12-24T20:44:00.000+08:002007-12-24T20:45:43.278+08:00 Frosty the Snowman wishes everyone a Blessed Christmas!kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-38857909848479501302007-12-23T23:20:00.000+08:002007-12-23T23:38:34.147+08:00To me this is the nicest scene from Season 2:Matt got trapped in a nightmare where his father, Maurie the nightmare man, kept Molly. But somehow with his newfound powers, Matt called Maurie into the nightmare.Matt: This is the night you left!Maurie: I never apologised...Matt: You weren't sorry. You walked out that door, you never even turned back!Maurie: You think this didn't hurt me? This broke kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-56784366540857062602007-12-23T22:24:00.000+08:002007-12-23T22:34:28.662+08:00No particular topic for the day. And when all you have are just random thoughts popping up, numbering saves the day!1. Feel like going to town to just snap pictures of the Christmas decorations.2. Christmas really has a special feel about it... that no other festival has. What is all that fuss about Christmas? Why is it so special? Perhaps love.3. I was thinking about RJ people randomly last kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-26094143843808363182007-12-19T13:20:00.000+08:002007-12-19T13:38:39.136+08:00Christmas is undoubtedly a busy affair, for both retailers and shoppers. But I guess I'm probably gonna fair better this Christmas with earlier planning! :) I just might get everything bought!I'm quite screwed...kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-19959074738871700932007-12-16T22:09:00.000+08:002007-12-16T22:36:59.323+08:00My Jap friend is gone and I am feeling quite sad. :( We haven't been really close but somehow I just miss her presence. :( Sad sad sad... Maybe it's the weather that makes people more emo... for nothing.And I miss my sister too. But she will be coming back from Cambodia on Tuesday! :)Now I often have to stop myself thinking in Jap, haha. Sometimes I catch myself thinking in Jap and nearly saying/kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-41851444661979450152007-12-14T20:49:00.000+08:002007-12-14T21:09:43.246+08:00Hello everyone! The Jap girl I am hosting is taking a shower now while I hurriedly jot down my thoughts!The Japanese are really a polite bunch of people! Trust me, even the most polite Singaporean you've ever met can't beat them in politeness. I think they deserve Friend of Singa awards, or Most Courteous Student awards, haha. But my guest is especially polite. She is such a nice girl! She thinkskaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-3636605995500540582007-12-10T01:49:00.000+08:002007-12-10T01:50:59.286+08:00It's time I start a new post before I lose the momentum to blog totally.HEROES!!! Omg I totally dig it. My brother thinks it's stupid though my sister and I very much disagree. He thinks there are many loopholes and that any show that talks about time travelling is stupid because logically it can't happen. Well at first I didn't buy the whole idea of season 1 too because it revolves around Hiro'skaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-61150719882684775362007-11-28T00:45:00.000+08:002007-11-28T01:10:23.222+08:00Just finished watching Heroes Season 1. I think it's the best tv series ever! :D More about that later. It's time to catch some sleep after the marathon. Hee.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-41184096261606864112007-11-25T22:00:00.000+08:002007-11-25T22:37:17.287+08:00Help comes from the least expected.This year's PSLE had some sort of a significance for me because the girl whom I was tutoring took her PSLE this year. Although it seems rather dubious that many people (seemingly more than the usual bunch) are scoring 270 and above this year, I am just proud that she is one of them. 270 might probably mean nothing to most of you reading this, but mind you, she kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-45390108438162989802007-11-23T00:32:00.000+08:002007-11-23T01:14:56.695+08:00I am freaking frustrated. Why can't I have guys' hands, or loooooong fingers?! Why is my posture so weird? Why are both my hands so weird? Why are my nails so thin?Relax, it's only a passing/recurring phase.Just recently, I was asked why I took up Jap. Not that I haven't been asked that a hundred times, but it seems to get more and more difficult to answer. I paused momentarily before saying, "kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-38207608694276868172007-11-18T23:23:00.000+08:002007-11-18T23:44:08.894+08:00http://www.freerice.com/How meaningful. "For each word that you get right, we donate 10 grains of rice through the United Nations to help end world hunger."It is only when we've seen the bad that we realise how good the good is. I am now slightly more appreciative.It's a pity that brains and heart usually don't go together. Smart, organised, efficient charity organisations usually end up being kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-15609576277245104612007-11-15T00:26:00.000+08:002007-11-15T00:51:02.589+08:00I am definitely going there someday.JLPT 得点のUP作戦！kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-30797863738043345262007-11-13T00:29:00.000+08:002007-11-13T00:42:30.300+08:00Got asked about the same thing thrice in a day.Don't ask me already. Because it still hurts.Sometimes it scares me to see how self-contradictory I can be. I would never have thought myself to do this and that, but I end up doing them all the same. I had thought I would fight all the way for what I love. It really scares me to imagine what I might do in the future with regard to things that may bekaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-91761514046838974292007-11-12T12:05:00.000+08:002007-11-12T12:34:17.713+08:00It's funny how people only start doing something when there is a crisis... Like the climate crisis.なんかJLPT で合格になるまいと思う。気にするなあ．．．アルバイトを探さない方がいい？忙しすぎるはず。Was just practising. Today is already the 12th... And still nothing.Won't be able to go to Korea next year AAAAH. :(kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-5374736367460857732007-11-09T22:29:00.000+08:002007-11-09T22:35:25.165+08:00it's a goner. :(or is it?freak so there is really something wrong with my leg.hmmmmmm damn sian.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-65987527814056742472007-11-06T23:05:00.000+08:002007-11-07T00:16:01.004+08:00by right i should be unhappy now because my plans are ruined and i have yet to formulate a proper plan B.but i'm feeling happy now all of a sudden! :Dthe happiest thing is to be happy for no reason. it'll be too tiring to always search for a reason to be happy.oh and happy birthday haiying! my cookies rock, i know. :Dkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-77407829152612308262007-11-04T22:28:00.000+08:002007-11-04T23:03:19.797+08:00是谁的心啊孤单的留下他还好吗我多想爱他那永恒的泪凝固那一句话也许可能蒸发是谁的爱啊又为谁降下轻声呼唤就让我融化那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀向着我爱的人追吧currently in love with 月牙湾! :D it has a very cheena feel about it! haha don't ask me why but i just like songs that bring us back to ancient china! some songs from F.I.R and jay chou do that very well. it's the period of good music again... which also means burnt pockets. :/ so many cds to buy...kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-57726685475826221712007-11-03T14:56:00.000+08:002007-11-03T15:00:39.094+08:00昨日的悲伤，我已遗忘。可以遗忘的，都不再重要了。kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-77427208219752502052007-11-01T22:01:00.000+08:002007-11-01T22:21:34.119+08:00OP is over! :Dwell, let's not even go into details about how it went. i'm just glad it's over!i'm only 115 words away from completion of I&R, which also means 115 words away from eternal liberation from PW WOOHOO!i wouldn't say that PW is totally pointless. that's very one-sided. but i would definitely say its worth does not justify it having taken up this much of our time.I&R is all the more kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-2306533038868710922007-10-31T16:44:00.000+08:002007-10-31T17:23:42.205+08:00my pw group didn't meet up today. and we only did one round of rehearsal yesterday! :/somehow i feel insecure about this. but at the same time, what is there to rehearse? i mean, we can all rehearse our own parts at home. as for the group part we roughly know what to do. so this leaves me puzzled as to what the other groups are doing, meeting up everyday. is there really so much to discuss?it's kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-27614346675221161682007-10-29T22:56:00.000+08:002007-10-29T22:57:09.492+08:00THIS IS LIKE HOW SIAN LAH. WAHLAOOOOOOOOO.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-35034626310451697142007-10-29T14:50:00.000+08:002007-10-29T15:22:44.305+08:00sadness. the start of year-end hols.can't really explain why the feeling is just sadness and sianness instead of joy and relief.perhaps it's because i'm missing my friends! :( and maybe also due to the dreaded feeling of my life as a j1 passing by...the last few days of school have really really been great. thanks to jans, geks, samuel, weizhi, victor and weizhong for spending it with me on the kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-41173196203615015752007-10-25T21:57:00.000+08:002007-10-25T22:00:02.004+08:00My wish for youIs that this life becomes all that you want it toYour dreams stay big, your worries stay smallYou never need to carry more than you can holdAnd while you’re out there getting where you’re getting toI hope you know somebody loves youAnd wants the same things tooYeah, this is my wish:)the academic year is coming to an end... reflections next time.emomomo haha. the past few days have kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-68468800226550109572007-10-22T21:43:00.000+08:002007-10-22T22:36:06.211+08:00the million-dollar question: so how did i do for promos?"okay" would be my answer. ambiguous, arbitrary.i know better than to whine in front of people. well, at least i only whine to people who have done better so as to be more sensitive. to the rest: "yeah fine."but actually it's not that fine.enough about that.life is great when it's back to sports/exercise. :D you're so focussed on the next kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-50197468574951840612007-10-21T21:27:00.000+08:002007-10-21T22:48:32.412+08:00"A rose by any other name would smell as sweet." :)will i die tmr! :/kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-58365660157127555732007-10-19T23:22:00.000+08:002007-10-19T23:56:22.380+08:00is it wrong to hope?but in the first place i asked for it. i chose not to answer. now what?no lessons at all for me today! :D kbox and floorball clinic were fun. :) aiwen wynne celeste and i daringly played in the rg canteen after the clinic. it felt good! on a side note, i have come to realise that rg is really quite inefficient as compared to rj. not that overall rg isn't efficient, but i guesskaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-88524490640214665602007-10-17T22:29:00.000+08:002007-10-17T22:32:40.904+08:00THE MAGIC SCHOOLBUS WOOHHHH... come on ahkam! thanks for the good days.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-9935228457329495532007-10-16T23:47:00.000+08:002007-10-17T19:37:27.620+08:00my fortune cookie says, "close your eyes and it will come to you."i'm sure lah. -_-i slept so much just now that i don't even feel like sleeping now. it's crazy how i could sleep after getting home, wake up for dinner and sleep again till 11+. that's weird sleeping hours. my mind and body were just too tired to even stay awake at those hours. i suppose it's because of the mad rush for mini-IS kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-13094506372633249362007-10-14T16:11:00.001+08:002007-10-14T16:18:23.427+08:00i think i've figured it out. i have other missions to fulfill! :)kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-57062819049915522242007-10-13T14:36:00.000+08:002007-10-13T14:39:08.243+08:00my fortune cookie says, "it's not you."damn right it isn't. but i don't know why i'm doing it still.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-7353339677556503682007-10-13T02:28:00.000+08:002007-10-13T11:54:18.056+08:00i promised to blog about class chalet! can't remember the details already but i'll still blog.day 1:very few people at first. victor yucong geks stacy and i. we went to ESCAPE to escape from the boredom since there was nothing much to do at the chalet with only 5 people. turned out that there was nothing much to do at escape too. all the rides were quite sian, except for go-kart. that was the kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-89661963185535127442007-10-10T19:49:00.000+08:002007-10-10T20:12:28.249+08:00yesterday i was pickpocketed without even realising.it was a psychologically traumatic event, what with the worrying and all. it's different from losing your things. if you're pickpocketed, you're very much less likely to get it back. i just pray that the pickpocket would just take the money and leave my cards alone.i guess we all take for granted that singapore is a safe place with relatively kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-25087830323339426112007-10-07T20:04:00.000+08:002007-10-07T20:16:40.477+08:00seems like i'm not going to finish my mini-IS tonight afterall.unless i'm burning the midnight oil. but even that seems quite impossible.ok, unless i'm burning the midnight oil and producing a rushed piece of work.on one hand, i would like to be a considerate student and allow jarrodlee to mark my mini-IS as early as possible so that marking all our papers won't eat into his holidays. but on the kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-80071402028803046492007-10-06T00:16:00.000+08:002007-10-06T00:17:42.255+08:00bought this nice postcard from the ISLE booth during open house. open house was a total bore. i walked past someone who said, "this year's open house is damn sad lah." haha. the past few days were even worse, with preparations going on and the supposed dry-run which wasn't really a dry-run. it was supposed to last for the whole day and i was thinking, dry-run what? how to sit there and stone? butkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-63573261620789965722007-10-05T01:17:00.000+08:002007-10-05T01:19:20.773+08:00kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-33847725356826334262007-10-03T23:57:00.000+08:002007-10-04T00:36:46.886+08:00IT WAS ALL A LIE!that life after promos was going to be rosy. :(we're heading for a mad rush now for PW OP. i seriously don't see the point of having a dry-run next monday when we are all going to be so unprepared. dry-run so early for what! we won't even be ready by then.and i'm sure it's just a few days after open house lah. please, obviously some people have things to prepare.sucks.oh well at kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-58638269040761600972007-10-01T11:19:00.001+08:002007-10-01T11:28:01.223+08:00it's almost silly to even hope that you have nothing to do. not for long anyway.sometimes, people think too much. perhaps too much for their own good. i know i tend to over-rationalise some things. and the problem with trying to come up with answers ourselves all the time is that we tend to forget that the human mind is really quite finite.we've got to trust the heart. and then the mind will findkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-4972773255691602472007-09-29T16:54:00.000+08:002007-09-29T17:02:38.545+08:00seems like there are always things to do... it's time to START on mini-IS.what's happening in myanmar now disgusts me. DO SOMETHING.power to the people!kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-44900963889923121622007-09-28T11:48:00.000+08:002007-09-28T12:27:07.719+08:00LIBERATION LALALA.ok this post was supposed to be posted yesterday night after a gruelling day with 5h 45 min nett spent on exercising my brain. i think my brain juice nearly got excreted out.BUT i was trying to be kind because i know that more than half the world wasn't as lucky as me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!i was probably one of the first few to finish kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-7602497626469268532007-09-26T20:30:00.000+08:002007-09-26T20:40:13.412+08:00"Whatever the mind of man can conceive, it can achieve." - Napoleon Hillsomething more anti-climax: econs and physics haven't been up to expectations. oh well tomorrow's the last day of promos for me! :) let's pray that i don't die during jap alright?i have come to realise that i am exceptionally happy during exam season. this is something bordering on the mysterious... i guess it has got kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-11952190075650002752007-09-24T20:48:00.000+08:002007-09-24T21:26:26.851+08:00first day of promos! i'm just glad that it's over... shall worry about the grades when they're out haha.i always seem to have weird dreams during exam periods. interestingly weird. last night's dreams were totally disjointed. it's funny what's stored inside your subconscious mind. i laughed in my first dream till i woke up, then continued with the 2nd dream. i dreamt about the ki paper and that kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-71144245591151818022007-09-20T17:04:00.000+08:002007-09-20T17:19:28.725+08:00the idea of a study break seems damn shiok - until you realise that you're supposed to be studying.nevertheless it's a good time for us to catch up on our sleep. slept quite a lot these few days but didn't have a good sleep on tues night despite the 13 hours of sleep. had a terrible headache in the middle of the night and could only squirm in bed until it went away. and guess what, the next day ikaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-47641004374267595642007-09-09T21:44:00.000+08:002007-09-09T22:18:42.029+08:00bruce almighty was funny! my bro says evan almighty is better. shall catch that. that evan has the suay face that makes me want to laugh! constantine will be aired one day right before promos. :( just like how initial d was aired right before cts. but i still caught that anw. i just remembered that yi-lin and i were at the red carpet event with susan! haha wooooh initial d! coolio.anw last night kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-84157900848861268912007-09-08T15:29:00.000+08:002007-09-08T15:54:05.994+08:00you're only a few clicks away from making the world a slightly better place. it doesn't matter whether you are radical about these or just mildly interested. this will only take up 5 minutes of your time so, why not?End Animal Suffering Worldwide - Sign the Petition for a Universal Declaration on Animal Welfare!Global petition for APEC leaders to take proper action on climate changeTell-A-Friend:kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-79828991929916887532007-09-08T14:36:00.000+08:002007-09-08T15:11:53.509+08:00i'm quite sian of it already. :( but i'm not quitting. i know it's a matter of time before i like it again.anyway, it's TAN HAI NEE'S WEDDING DINNER TONIGHT. woohooooooooo. HAI NEE WOR. HAI NEE IS GETTING MARRIED. all rgs girls please cheer!had been hearing about her boyfriend since sec 3... so now they have decided to get married! which seems quite fast... to me. when i heard the news i was likekaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-44866135731732696882007-09-03T13:03:00.000+08:002007-09-03T13:52:30.180+08:00a happy and very belated teacher's day to all teachers.not that they would be here.teachers day feels different every year. it feels more and more nonchalant. soon it won't even be in my calendar. note the difference between a teachers day celebrated in a primary school and one in a jc. have we become more selective in terms of who we should give thanks to? have we become more cynnical? oh it's kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-11792870627432814962007-08-27T21:19:00.000+08:002007-08-27T21:30:19.203+08:00GOOD MORNING BALTIMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!EVERYDAY'S LIKE AN OPEN DOOR!EVERY NIGHT IS A FANTASYEVERY SOUND'S LIKE A SYMPHONY!i am going to watch hairspray! i am i am! i don't care what happens, I MUST WATCH!must thank tzy for coming over to our table this morning! WHAT A NICE SONG! it totally brightened up my day...I AM PRANCING AROUND NOW HAHAHA.oh man this song really gets me high.it's a nice change.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-2930417278898982272007-08-21T21:44:00.001+08:002007-08-21T22:01:42.991+08:00it's the period of sian-ness again.i just get tired so easily. i fall asleep even more easily. i fall asleep when trying to read notes, i fall asleep when eating fruits, i fall asleep when waiting for dinner to be served. sometimes i sleep with my eyes open. it's not really sleeping, it's somewhere between stoning and sleeping. people who can't do this will probably not understand.now i even try kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-13879898494598811952007-08-16T22:07:00.000+08:002007-08-16T22:20:31.992+08:00PW is a health hazard. firstly, our physical health will definitely be affected by late nights. secondly, don't forget about our emotional well-being! the stress, the angst.it's health week! give us a break. (i wish)i want to sleep early.i have learnt much. maybe i'm happier this way.hibernation mode always on the stand by.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-15102573155110458432007-08-13T21:40:00.000+08:002007-08-13T22:05:16.291+08:00yi-lin is at class camp with father now! omg how lucky! didn't manage to see him today though... :( i miss obs i miss obs. :( even though it was 2 and half years ago. seems like a million years ago. but also seems like just yesterday.but yinglin haiying minmin and i met boss in school today! boss and his twin brother. construction workers, according to minmin! haha. at first it was quite awkward,kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-59880367942732889752007-08-10T21:55:00.000+08:002007-08-10T23:07:29.597+08:00(my com was making weird crackling noises when i tried to on it. i thought it might explode any moment. it's fine now, but if i don't turn up in school on mon, you know why.........)a day out with the girls!kbox with yi-lin jiayi and laufun. wasn't too emo a session, good! kbox is getting smarter. the system automatically stops when time is up (actually a few mins before that) and it will start kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-62903889379415715322007-08-09T20:40:00.000+08:002007-08-09T21:08:54.564+08:00back to blog.some random things on my mind now...i freaking missed the national day parade for harry potter. and it wasn't even say, some live interview or something. it was just the dvd. -_-cedric diggory is shuai.the school's celebration was not bad. i think it's a great idea to celebrate till late at night and we get the next day off. :) credit to whoever thought of that.i don't know when i'vekaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-44756830239789120432007-08-01T20:33:00.000+08:002007-08-01T21:53:02.925+08:00just feel like posting some pics from chicago... nice scenery! :) the grass is so green and the sky is so blue. looks like a mystic garden right? nice...... HERSHEY'S!lake michigan...kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-21624241791140615412007-07-30T11:27:00.000+08:002007-07-30T11:47:12.712+08:00today's a holiday for us. great, it came at the right time.ever since week 2, i haven't been keeping up with my work well. most of the work was done right before the day it's supposed to be submitted/checked. wasn't really because i didn't have time. it was because i was just so tired after training i couldn't do anything else but eat and sleep. zzzzz. even my guitar teacher is sian with me for kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-9286082722869472902007-07-22T18:12:00.000+08:002007-07-22T18:14:08.422+08:00reflected quite a lot. but this isn't the time to write them down yet. shall do a post-mortem after mon or tues.tmr. do or die. not going to play with a lid over my head. jill is completely right. i was surprised she could tell. tim may be really wise in tactics, but jill is the coach closer to heart.KAIQI!!! COME ON!kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-8411804917497851382007-07-17T21:22:00.001+08:002007-07-17T21:38:07.686+08:00all the way.finally got back all my CT results yesterday. come on kaiqi, you can do better.just heard something not very nice. at a really wrong time too. but whatever it is, i'm just going to push it aside first. it will all be different when the time comes, i swear. we will make it happen.God bless me so that i'll survive term 3. and survive it well.i don't know if i should blame or thank the kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-48371850718680661052007-07-14T18:57:00.000+08:002007-07-14T19:10:18.764+08:00yesterday was indeed black friday.early in the morning, tamzhiyang had to spill milo all over the table. and over my stick too. gahhh. luckily it didn't turn out to be a bad omen. actually that happened because chenyinglin showed me something that we didn't want the rest to see. but tamzhiyang just HAD to snatch it away and in the midst of that, toppled the cup of milo over. thanks man. can't kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-61580932792553466202007-07-12T21:14:00.000+08:002007-07-12T21:24:46.621+08:006-3 to us on wed against ijc. all i have to say is, ijc floorballers are a bunch of nice people. :)don't think it was our best yet. goals let in were again, foreseen before they happened. yet they weren't stopped. our fault.but i'm just glad for the win, despite the goal difference. cause i think it at least serves as a morale booster. at first i really couldn't bear the thought of us drawing or kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-51390730281536903892007-07-10T21:27:00.000+08:002007-07-10T21:30:04.216+08:00kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-10802609764072641952007-07-09T21:06:00.000+08:002007-07-09T22:07:31.786+08:00today i'm damn suay lah.after physics lecture, i discovered something. -_- eleanor too.the match. i've said what i wanted to say in the email. and i'll reflect a lot more in the journal, but not here. i guess we have only learnt one big thing: even if we think we deserve it, we have to EARN it. nobody is going to give it to us. neither is it going to drop from the heaven. overall, effort was not kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-64148116828068495552007-07-04T22:24:00.000+08:002007-07-04T22:47:20.980+08:00they say, "winning is not everything."but what is considered winning?if winning merely means playing your heart out, then you can go on talking about how great the effort has been and what an achievement it has been to the team, blahblahblah...don't get me wrong. i'm not saying playing your best isn't good. i'm just saying it's not good enough. because people tend to use that as an excuse. so, kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-5272472430496756392007-06-30T20:58:00.000+08:002007-06-30T21:26:40.897+08:00the CTs finally ended yesterday. for me. at 5.10pm. haha wth. the 5 of us taking jap h1 were like complaining non-stop before that. cause we, including 3 j2s taking h1, end our CTs the latest, as compared to the rest of the school population.this week seemed to take forever to come to an end. and i don't think it was because of the CTs. usually for me, when it's an exam week, time passes really kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-90645457472655852052007-06-26T22:13:00.000+08:002007-06-26T22:30:09.360+08:00went to the wake today.his face... looks unreal. it's like a wax figure. looks real, but you feel it's unreal. and you wonder if his whole body is really lying inside the coffin. just broke down totally when i saw his face. because the truth was finally screaming at me in the face.when my father reads the newspapers, he'll also flip to the obituary pages. my siblings and i will be like, why are kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-43464808028164228132007-06-25T21:07:00.000+08:002007-06-28T12:36:41.454+08:00this morning right before i went for econs paper, my mum asked, "have you read the newspapers today... this rj boy died after running, this triathlete..." the first name that came to my mind a milli-second before i turned to the papers was thaddeus. well because he's the only triathlete i know. and true enough, when i looked at the papers, omg. his face on the picture. it's freaking surreal. i kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-52639935370560175712007-06-21T14:09:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:18:38.719+08:00around 10 people turned up. thanks goes out to bennett for facilitating the trng. coach tong haha. and of course everyone's attendance was greatly appreciated. i saw something positive about that trng. we were really trying to pass more now, and are passing better. keep it up! :) but our fitness has dropped to an all-time low. x( gahhh i'd love to blame it on the CTs, haha. but actually i think kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-66803667174283166482007-06-18T14:56:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:21:16.159+08:00i slept for 13 hours. O_Oreality tv really shows the ugly side of people. there will always be backstabbing, bitching etc etc. makes you go wondering if the people really knew they were on tv. well, there has to be a reason why they're called reality tv. because that's what happens in reality. the true side of humans unfolds.it's been pushed back to wed. attendance for j1s is good! :) proud of kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-83748245242288065792007-06-17T00:17:00.000+08:002007-06-17T00:45:01.815+08:00looking forward to tues... tues... even though there's no jill. we will strive to make it a productive session ourselves!fri's trng was like shit. really shit. i think it's the crappiest trng i've ever had. not because of anyone. it's just me. i went late cause i slept at 3+. was supposed to reach there at 7.30 but i woke up at 9. -_- i don't know why i just couldn't wake up. according to my mum kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-12538092167936750782007-06-15T14:46:00.000+08:002007-07-10T21:40:39.769+08:00i'm trying very hard to stay awake at this time of the day. it's supposed to be 4+am now at chicago. i can't sleep now because if i do, i will just be wide awake at night and this will continue on a vicious cycle. i must recover from the jet lag. thus i will blog to keep myself awake.this entry will be divided into sections to make it more organised. or at least, seem organised. (well actually kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-37816967678050019172007-06-07T19:39:00.001+08:002007-06-07T19:54:30.419+08:00leaving the house in 20 mins' time.came back from camp a few hours ago. sad to have missed a bit of training. i don't know how to describe this camp but on the whole it was a freaking emo experience. sorry for the black face and stoned look. especially today. i think i'm just pmsing. but this time it's different though. usually when i pms i just become angsty and very irritable. but now i'm not kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-67812341646287856272007-06-05T22:06:00.000+08:002007-06-05T23:43:17.758+08:00"I CAN'T TAKE THIS ALL IN A NIGHT."i think i've said this line at least thrice tonight on msn. -______-OMG LAH. i found out things today. traumatising truths (i think).and cherie and harold still laughed. how could they survive with this shocking news!then i talked to yi-lin and boss. and found out yet another shocking news. no, make it 2.ok i should go to camp with a calm mind. haha. yay kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-5455005280205702742007-06-03T17:11:00.000+08:002007-06-03T20:04:05.823+08:00LOOK OUT! NO. 77 WILL BRING YOU DOWN!hahaha yeaaaa finally decided on my jersey number. no prizes for guessing why it's 77.not going to blog about ccal camp. sian. my mind is filled up with floorball and floorball and floorball. keep thinking of that match argh. should have done much better against MI. fatigue was not an excuse. it was only a 3 x 10 mins game afterall. so what if they had restingkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-57584509239635730862007-05-30T22:00:00.000+08:002007-05-30T22:17:32.769+08:00KAMQI IS BACK BACK BACK BACK BACK!!!yes, well done kamqi. well done! :Dbintan was..... errrr. not up to expectations, i'm afraid to say. will update in another post. (maybe?)shit i've become tanner. fyi, i hate being tanned. but unfortunately i get tanned easily. i'm glad to be playing an indoor sports now. i don't want to die of skin cancer.my poor mum is washing all my dirty clothes, shoes, etckaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-46366713246743108582007-05-27T10:43:00.000+08:002007-05-27T12:33:19.226+08:00fri: everyone was not in the mood to have lessons already. even teachers, haha. our class asked our teachers if we could pon class to watch basketball match and i still can't believe they actually allowed us to. hahaha! our class is damn slack lah; last day of school already still want to bargain. -_- so sad that the bball girls lost by only 3 points. :( they were the defending champs last year. kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-72143056524256760282007-05-22T20:13:00.000+08:002007-05-22T20:41:42.687+08:00yesterday: weiren and i won ernest and victor in full court 2v2 floorball!!! wooohoooo. i don't think i can trust ernest and victor anymore, when they say they're damn pro at floorball. haha! kidding. they put up a good fight, using speed to score against us. cheater, made use of the fact that i couldn't run right. but we also cheater lah, cause they were using left-handed sticks. we must have a kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-74859942301657869652007-05-18T23:46:00.000+08:002007-05-19T00:40:04.560+08:00today has been a GRRRRRREAT day! :) God answered my prayer. i asked for a good day and for me to have more than enough energy to last throughout the day. the past few days had been really tiring for me, what with muscle-aches, over-trng and lack of sleep. but i slept slightly earlier last night and thank God for this happy, energetic day! :)morn: blew some laopok balloons with victor for kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-71553328102446574972007-05-13T13:34:00.000+08:002007-05-13T14:40:30.535+08:00went to visit a jap school in singapore on fri. hmm shioya is a nice teacher. the japanese way of sitting is freaking painful. they have to sit that way during their tea ceremony. i was almost dying. at first i thought i was the only one dying, but actually all the japanese were dying from pain too. haha. so my new-found jap friend and i were just whispering 'pain.. pain..' to each other kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-42639706839704748272007-05-09T23:26:00.000+08:002007-05-09T23:27:06.841+08:00SUPER SHAGGED.goodnight world.kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-45942781612682815402007-05-08T22:01:00.000+08:002007-05-08T22:13:50.662+08:00it is not going to happen again.so is this.urrrrrrgh damn pissed off. i can't stop thinking of it. but thinking of it helps keep me in focus. i shan't say any further, not until i feel i have the right to. and i know i am really quite harsh and critical, even towards myself, but i don't think everyone has the same threshold, therefore i shall keep my comments to myself first. and think, kaiqi, kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-57534915243020366012007-05-05T15:56:00.000+08:002007-05-05T16:50:13.453+08:00i get tired more easily. is this a sign of age, or is dozing off just becoming a habit? x(yesterday: despite bringing my jap book and stick to school, i decided after math lesson that i wanted to support squash at kallang! thanks to weizhong for telling shioya sensei for me. as for the self-trng, i'll make it up by doing stickwork at home. i just knew i couldnt miss the finals, cause i hadnt beenkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-322381463446322392007-05-03T21:03:00.000+08:002007-05-03T21:40:46.858+08:00my com has recovered. my nice neighbour reformatted it. :D i'm sorry for making my com ill with all the rubbish i've loaded onto it. x(my sim card suddenly died on me on tues night. felt a little lost being uncontactable and not able to contact. :/ i'll have to wait for another 24 hours for the new card to be activated. aaaah the clutches of technology. makes us over-reliant on it.class outing onkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-35423648771344950182007-04-29T20:49:00.000+08:002007-04-30T11:22:13.796+08:00i think my com tio virus already. either that or it's just cranking up due to age. time to get a new com after 3 years... it's been hanging for the past 2 days. it will hang after at most 10 minutes of vigorous usage. miraculously it hasnt hung yet, for now. -prays hard.THANK YOU PEOPLE, for the things you've done on my birthday! :) thanks goes out to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-33739797395839996892007-04-24T19:38:00.000+08:002007-04-24T20:14:49.059+08:00a new haircut attracts alot of attention. even from teachers.not that i want it. haha.somehow i have a good feeling about this week. its like the this-week-seems-screwed-but-i-should-still-make-it kind of feeling. :) and this kind of feeling is even more exciting, because you're just waiting to see what's going to happen next. after you've survived something successfully, you just feel so good. kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-28441262192702643172007-04-22T16:48:00.000+08:002007-04-22T16:59:58.862+08:00for the first time in 7 years, kam kai qi has cut her hair short.AND IT FEELS LIBERATING OMGGGGG.haha seriously! i was planning to cut it next week but i guess this damn sian week just made me decide to cut it earlier. once the hair is gone, suddenly all the trivial matters that have been bothering you seem to have been cut off as well.aaaaah refreshing.and i have become 10 years younger. just kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-35608307073812279422007-04-18T22:14:00.000+08:002007-04-18T22:40:24.784+08:00freaking sian days. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh whyyyyyyy.napfa was alright. but i still have regrets for sit and reach and 2.4. didn't reach target, but overall i'm just glad i didn't do badly. and i'm just glad that it's over. move over, napfa! we shall have games from now on woohoo.econs test was screwed up yet again. i think passing rate is gonna be really low.today: first thing in the mornkaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-41401970855342987902007-04-14T14:07:00.000+08:002007-04-14T14:29:24.595+08:00this week has been quite a good week. :)friday: pw groupings! my group members are lorraine gekmin zhenggang and haoyang. hmm not bad right! i predict that our diverse interests will soon emerge, but i think group dynamics is more important. i'd rather work with cooperative people than people who share the same interests but are difficult to deal with.i think physics tutorial is the most kaiqinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5892154.post-83242745980346213352007-04-12T22:47:00.000+08:002007-04-12T23:01:52.130+08:00seems like everyone's excited/anxious over the pw groupings... O_Oi believe mr neo will be nice enough to give me a reasonably good group! haha. he has privately observed and asked some of us regarding our desired group members. but actually, i haven't really worried myself over it. i guess i'll take whatever that comes. or rather, whoever that comes. i don't care, i'll make sure my group gets A!kaiqinoreply@blogger.com